Music is my life; and this is my own little song, where I sing my heart out. If you don't like my sound, don't listen; otherwise, this is Ms.Music.Lover coming to you live from her mind. Now shut up and listen.
In about 2 hours, I will be on the road to New York, for the next 4-5 hours. Not fun. But once we get there it will be. Then tomorrow we have another 4-5 hour trip up to Massachusetts, one of the prettiest places in the world in my opinion. There we will get a chance to see all of our family, and just chill, which is what we all need right now. I need to finish getting all my stuff together.
So today was better. Yesterday way just crying and anger and frustration and ugghhhhhh all rolled into one. So it sucked. Today we left really early and spent the entire day at the pool. I still have one chapter left of the biology multiple choice questions that I'm gonna try and finish tonight or tomorrow. Right now I want ice cream.
Today has been one fucking emotional roller-coaster, leading up to the huge drop of Divorce. I can't even begin to describe what the hell is going on in my family, but blogging might be scarce. Plus I'm leaving thursday night for New York and Massachusetts.
I'm talking to Win right now about underwear. Specifically my best friends underwear. Something is horribly wrong with that sentence.
Today has been pretty blah. I woke up around 10, but went back to sleep till around 12:30. Cleaned up my room a bit, watched a movie, nothing exciting. I need to get more work this week before I leave thursday, and I need to dye my hair.... I still have no idea where to get blue hair dye though....
We finally went grocery shopping today, and we really needed it. So now we have a food in the house. I made Shannon and Krista Facebook's but the profile picture is being weird on both of them...... Today was pretty boring. I got more biology done today so that was good. I think I'm going to go to bed soon...
Paulina slept over last night, and it was pretty fun in the beginning, but got gradually worse. We went out onto the roof, and took a bunch of pictures. We order food from Dominos since she hadn't eaten, but then things went sour, and not because of her. Trisha an James were horrible. I wanted to kill them. They would not stop screaming and James kept throwing stuff at us and trying to hurt us with his pool stick. They were so bad. I also had a major stomach ache and could not fall asleep. Once I was curled up in fetal position and about to fall asleep, my dad comes storming home, obviously pissed of and really drunk from the party, being loud as shit, so that woke me up. I woke up again at 4:30 when he woke up, and again at like 9 when Trisha and James got up to go on their hike. So the sleepover blew. But we made it up by going to the mall. I got two really cute pairs of underwear. One is black and has colorfully polka dots all over them, and they other pair is gray with hearts all over them. Very cute, and very cheep. One was free at Aerie and the other was on sale for 3 bucks. I also got new head phones for my iPod and some really good smelling lotion and nail polish. I call it a successful trip. After we went to the mall, we went to CVS to get Paulina's hair dye. She wanted to dye her hair dark brown with hints of red, so we mixed two different color together, but we had to use 3 bottles of hair dye because her hair is so think. It turned out more red then we intended, but it looked really good. Her mom doesn't think so, but whatever, we do. Now I just need to get all the pictures from this weekend on the computer.
Today was boring. What else is new? Paulina's sleeping over tonight, and Shannon should be coming back soon, but other than that I did nothing. My mom didn't wake me up like she usually does, and James slept till 3:45, so I only had to deal with Trisha. I had a few problems with my hair, it poofed so I had to re-wet it, so now its small, which is a good thing. But other than that today was boring. My parents are going out tonight, so we have to fend for ourselves. Should be fun.
I was woken up this morning at 10 o'clock by my mother calling my cell phone. I was dreaming, and at first I thought it was Bad Day, but then I realized it was my ringtone, Hey Jude. Then she called the house, twice, which officially woke me up. She wanted us to get up and go to the pool, so I had to wake up my Trisha and James; who both didn't want to go to the pool. So we ended up taking the dog on a walk to the park in our neighborhood. It was really nice outside, not too hot, as long as you were in the shade, and thankfully we were, for the most part. Today has been pretty basic. I did a little work in the sentence book, and I mean a little. Paulina is most likely gonna sleep over on Friday and were gonna dye her hair. Fun. Shannon comes home tomorrow. Finally.
Till Next Time
BTW- I totally appreciate all you people who read this, if there are really that many avid readers. The hits are amazing. I see red everywhere! Of course, a lot of the 400 some number is me looking at the hits, but you guys started it. Thanks a lot. ♥
It's 3;50, and my little brother is still asleep. I have woken him up at least a dozen times, and every time I get him to move somewhere, he falls asleep. I finally told him to just go back to his own bed, and he's been there ever since. He has literally slept the entire day away, even though we haven't done anything. I cleaned up the house a little bit and did some laundry. Very fulfilling. I want to do something fun this weekend. I also need to get working on my school work. I have little over a month to get it all done, and I have quite a ways to go. I just can't seem to get motivated. Procrastination hits again.
I love accessories. Shoes and purses and sunglasses and jewelry will always look cute, no matter what body type you are; so I would much rather spend my day in the purse department of a store, or and a Shoe Store then trying on shirts that don't fit or jeans that are too tight. We went to the mall today and I got two new pairs of sunglasses. At first, we went into the Sunglass Hut and there were sunglasses over 400 dollars, and I was like "What's the point of spending 400 dollars on a pair of sunglasses that I will end up breaking anyways?". I needed new sunglasses because the two really cute pairs that I had broke: one while it was in my purse, the other because I stepped on them. So I got two really cute pairs for cheep at Claire's. One pair is brown, with an oval rim, and little studs on the side. The other pair has a checkers pattern; like a checkered flag, with square rim and black lenses. They're my favorite pair.
So we have to take Maggie to the vet today, actually in like 20 minutes. She has to get her shots and stuff like that.
This is Maggie, if I haven't already introduced you. We have had her for 5 years now, and she's my favorite sister (don't tell Shannon). Time for the vet.
I love it when none of my favorite songs have F chords in them. It makes me rather happy, and I learned how to play one of my favorite songs like ten minutes ago. Our Song by Taylor Swift, with no F's or barres in sight. Thank god. I have a fear of F's; I just cannot play them. It doesn't work. So if I come across a song with an F chord of any kind in it, I pass it by. Kinda sad, but true. Oh well, Our Song and When I Come Around didn't have any F's in them, so it's all good.
Today was pretty boring. A guy came to caulk the windows again, so we had to wake up at 9. I went back to sleep and woke up when Shannon left, so I could say goodbye. So today has been pretty boring. I got some more reading done, but not a lot. Oh well, baby steps.
After church today my mom, Trisha and I headed over to Giant. We needed to grocery shop and get Donuts, which is right by the Starbucks kiosk so we got Starbucks too. I love the Strawberries and Creme frappacino. Yum. Then we shopped and I got this really deep blue nail polish, that created a mess, but looks really good now. I like it. Shannon leaves tomorrow for Ocean City, so I have the room to myself! I'm gonna be so bored...... lol.
Today was weird. My babysitting job for tomorrow got canceled, so my plans are all messed up. I finally finished watching The Black Dahlia after only getting in the 1st ten minutes the other day. Very good movie. Lot's of twists that keep you guessing. I like movies like that. I also have a thing for modern movies about old time stuff, whether it's a war movie of simply a murder mystery; if they're done right, I really enjoy watching them. Probably why a lot of my favorite movies are like that. A modern version of a true story, or of plausible events. Titanic, Pearl Harbor, Saving Private Ryan, Romeo + Juliet, and now The Black Dahlia: all modern(ish) movies based on true events from a long, long time ago, and some of my favorite movies.
Emily finally told me what was going on. She hadn't been talking to me for a while, so after hearing one of my others friends saying she wasn't talking to me, I confronted her and she finally told me what was going on. So, where still not talking, but it's just because she wants her space. Its all so stupid though, and I don't think she really got that her ignoring me was really upsetting. I hate it when people are mad at me, especially if they're really close friends, and I had no idea why she wasn't talking to me. It's still making me upset, but at least I know what's going on. Needless to say, today was shit.
I haven't been playing much guitar lately, and even though I've been playing guitar for 2 years now, my stupid callouses have yet to full stay put. If I go for a long time without playing (part of the reason why I don't have full callouses) my fingers hurt like a bitch the next time I play. That was yesterday and today, when I learned how to play When I come Around by Green Day. My left hand hurts so badly; I'm kinda surprised my fingers aren't bleeding. I guess thats a good thing though.
So Paulina slept over last night. Lots of fun, like usually. We went out to go get Rita's, which Shannon then spilled all over my carpet. When made another crazy video, and stayed up late. A classic. Now I'm trying to plan something with Devon.
I got a 5! I got a 5! I got a 5! Yay yay yay yay yay yay yay!!!!!!! I got my Ap results today and I got a 5, like yo couldn't already tell! I am so excited. I started screaming, and shaking, at then frantically trying to call my mom. Gabby called me to tell me her score, she got a 5 too, and then I looked outside and saw the mail and was like "OMG its here" and gabby was like open it with me, so I did. At first I seriously thought I failed. There a line that says the expected entrance date of college and it said Fall 10, and I thought it said fail not fall, then I saw the 5 at the bottom and I freaked. Then I called my mom but she wouldn't pick up her phone, so one of her co-workers picked up her phone and told me she wasn't at her desk, so I told her my news, and she said she would tell my mom to call me right back, which she did. Then I told her and she was all excited. Then Steven called me, he got a 5 too, so we were talking for a bit about the test. Then he hung up and Page started texting me. She got a 5 too, but apparently she found out a while ago by calling a number to get her score, so her excitement wore off. I am so excited! AHHHHHHHHHH
Paulina's sleeping over tonight, so were gonna make more videos making fun of Win. Should be fun.
I woke up to the sun beaming through my window at 8 Am and I thought the clock was wrong. It was pretty annoying because I couldn't fall back asleep, and I didn't fall asleep till 2 last night. But I woke up before twelve today so thats a start. Ms. Jenkins finally emailed me back, so now I'm just waiting for my AP results and I am really nervous. I want a 5 so badly; I worked so hard in that class. Oh well, it's not up to me anymore; it's all in the hands of the AP gods: The College Board. Duh Duh Duh-Nuh!!!! Well, I think it's time to get back to all that work thats waiting for me...
So, Saturday night Paulina slept over, and we were at the park, taking a ton of pictures. Then we came home and I made them into a movie. Then we were on the phone all night with Win, which was pretty hilarious, especially when I kept hanging up on him every time he said something mean. So we didn't go to bed till 3 o'clock, then when at 1:15 in the afternoon my mom told me I had to babysit, from 2 till 11 o'clock, so I didn't blog yesterday.... Babysitting was annoying though. The kids weren't as well behaved as they normally are, and all they wanted to do was play video games. I was so tired from the night before so that didn't help. Today I'm gonna work more on my summer work, and hopefully Ms. Jenkins will email me back.......
I have been having some really weird dreams the past few nights. Last nights dream involved me at my grandmothers house in New York, but it started out in That 70's Show, and Eric was leaving, but evolved into us throwing a surprise party for my dad, when it was really my uncles birthday. If that didn't completely confuse you, the next part was a bit more realistic, but still annoying. My little cousin was carrying a bunch of CD's out to her car, but she couldn't hold them all so I took some and helped her take them out to the car. It was dark outside and had been raining to the driveway was wet. Her dad was coming outside with us, and I really don't like my Uncle Bart. He married into the family; no one can stand him. Anyways, I walk out to the car, and my cousin Ashling puts her stack down, walks around the car to her dad, and leaves me there. So, I put my stack right next to hers, cross the street, and start skipping/running up the driveway. Then Ashling bolts across the street and up the driveway, with Bart and my grandmother, who is all dressed up and a lot younger since she's running, behind her. Then after we all get Ashling to stop running, once she's completely up the driveway, he starts yelling at me, saying its my fault she did that because she saw me mildly skip up the driveway. Then I yell back, then a bunch of my other aunts and uncles come outside all dressed up like there going somewhere, including his wife, and he starts to yell at her about me. So I go inside, and watch TV in a huge house, trying to avoid him and my mom, because I knew she would get mad at me for yell at him, and then I woke up. Plus there was another dream involving me and some of the kids in my choir class, but I really don't remember that much of it....
I don't really remember all the details about my dream the night before, but I knew it involved me killing a goldfish, the Jonas Brothers (for a very short period at the end) and me jumping on Nicks back and almost breaking a computer in what looked like my grandmothers office, and handing out candy to little kids, who were child versions of people I knew in real life, but now little, and a huge new apartment with tons of new rooms. I told you I was having weird dreams!
The point of summer is to relax, not stress out of AP Bio, or learn 20 different ways to style a sentences. But that's what I did today. Ms. Jenkins emailed me, notifying me that I had to pick a new biome to do for my project, since the one I chose was already being done. Then I decided to start my other book for AP Lang, and it's boring me to tears. I hate summer work!
I just finished rereading one of my favorite books, Just Listen by Sarah Dessen. I highly recommend it to anybody. I was bored so I went through my filing cabinet where I keep all my books and grabbed this one. Thats the one thing I like about books, you can reread them again and again, without getting tired of them. Especially the favorites. The best thing to do is put the book away for a while, to forget all the details, but remember the feeling you get from reading it, so when you read it again, its like you're reading it for the 1st time. I need some new books though, and I need to finish my summer work. Speaking of which, I need to email my biology teacher.... I almost forgot about that...
So, when Paulina slept over a long time ago, we took a ton of pictures on her camera, and uploaded them onto my computer that night so I would have them too, since my camera broke. Paulina never uploaded them onto her computer, and then she deleted them at our next sleepover so we could take videos. Now she wants them, and we took like over 100, and emailing them is annoying, so I'm hoping I can write them onto a CD and just give her that. Much simpler, I just need a CD......
So, I'm sleeping over at her house tonight, should be fun! I am so tired though. I couldn't fall asleep last night till after 2, and then I woke up at 5 in the morning to stupid birds, so I had to close my window in order to go back to sleep. Then I woke up again at 11, watched Gilmore Girls, and realized I was butt tired. So I came back upstairs to try and go asleep but it didn't work, so I decided to just get moving and I started my day. I haven't really done too much today, so thats about it....
So, I have only been up for 2 hours. Thats really sad. I could not fall asleep last night, so I didn't go to bed till after 2, and I woke up at 2:08 this afternoon. Kinda sad..... So, I really haven't done anything today, so not much to blog about. I think I'm gonna go get something to eat.....
So, I am finally back home. We pulled in about a half an hour ago, after being in the car since 2. 5 hours isn't bad, just annoying. So, I should be back to the normal everyday posting for now. Aren't you guys lucky?
So, overall, I would call this vacation a success, no fighting with my cousins, no bad sunburn, just good times. It was kind of boring in the beginning when no one was here yet, but thing perked up when more family arrived. Much better than last year, I tell you that. Well, I need to get my iPod and fix it. It broke while we were still in Jersey, so I was pretty bored.
Things in my crazy always get more interesting when one of my uncle's is hammered. So, tonight that was Uncle Niall, who thought there would be a way to reverse the micro wave to make it frezze things instead of heat them up. Then we all talked about cheating on tests, and how to send a chain text message through one number, don't worry if that doesn't make sense, I didn't understand it either. Over all today was a good day, Brennan and Dan and Tom and Ruth and baby Natalie all came today, so now the fun family is here! Yay, haha. Well there my update from New York. Till Next Time Ms.Music.Lover
So, not much has been going on around here today. My family from China came in last night, and I got to meet my new cousin Hannah. My aunt and uncle adopted her, and her sister (not biological) Asling while living in China with my biological cousin David. The girls are adorable, but apparently they are little trouble makers, so you have to keep an eye on them. I wanted to go into the city today, but we decided not to, so I tried to plan a visit to the Statue of Liberty for thursday, but in order to go inside Lady Liberty, you need a monument pass, and all the passes for the day we wanted to go, and the length of our vacation for that matter, were sold out, so we are now going to Bayvill e Adventure Park, near the beach on Long Island, where we already are....... So, today we are doing nothing. More swimming, and family bonding, oh joy. Why won't the fun half of the family get here already? Till Next Time Ms.Music.Lover
Music is my life. School is what I love. I need to learn to relax more. But most of all, I try to live life to the fullest, and make the most of what I've been given. I hope to do great things one day, so you better watch out for Ms.Music.Lover