I ♥ Mushu

So, I just got back from opening night of Mulan, and I have to say, it was AMAZING!!! The script was so funny! That was like the best part about it. It wasn't perfect, but it made me laugh the entire time. My best guy friend, Steven, played Mushu and he was so damn funny it's unbelievable. He rocked to the fullest extent. What pissed me off though was when he came out from the dressing room, I was trying to give him a hug but so many damn people from my school (that he doesn't even like might I add) kept asking for his autograph, so it took me a while to get my hug, but I got it! =]. This was one fo my favorite plays, just because it was so funny! I'm definately going to go see it again! Loved It!!!!
Mulan Jr. = ♥
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Ms.Music.Lover

I was Sick and Forgot to Post

I was sick yesterday and I forgot to post, so sorry.

Today was boring. I'm talking to Win and Page now, so I will cut this short.
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Ms.Music.Lover

OMG!

So, yesterdays post WAS THE 50TH POST!!! But I didn't realize this till today. Ha ha! So we are celebrating this momentous occasion today.

Today was a pain in my arse. I'm getting sick and my nose just kept running and I have that nasty feeling in my throat that you get when you have a runny nose. Not pleasant. My nose looks like a fire truck! It's so red from the toliet paper I was using until I realized we had tissues. I'm not having the best time today. The benadyril is starting to kick in alittle bit so I am going to say aduo.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Little Things That Make Me Happy

I have a government test tomorrow and a Spanish quiz, but none of that matters because I figured out how to play my favorite part of Slow Dancing in a Burning Room by John Mayer. This makes the fact that tomorrow is another A day barable, because I learned a guitar solo all on my own. I probably should work on my solo piece.....
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Why Sundays Are Not Really a Day of Rest

I don't think Sunday can really be considered a "day of rest". For me, Sunday is a anticipation for the week ahead that I don't feel like dealing with. I need to call Panera about the fundraiser, a government test and SGA on tuesday, CCD on wednesday, and thursday and friday will most likely be consumed by school or some other thing I have to do. I need to finish my NHS application and turn it in by the 29th. So all in all, I really don't want this week to start.
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Ms.Music.Lover

A Very Unproductive Saturday

I did nothing today. Paulina slept over last night after the movie's. Step Up 2 was Ahmazing. I highly recommend it. The main guy, Chase, was gorgeous! Loved seeing him shirtless and dancing! Haha, but the kids a row behind us were so annoying. They would not shut up!! It was ridiculous! I hate people like that. Anyways, the sleepover was fun, as usual. Paulina left at 7:30 this morning though, so I went back to sleep and didn't wake up until 11. I chilled all morning/afternoon and just watched movies on TV, then took a shower at 3:30. I went to church at five and read books to a little girl, whose older sister is in the CCD class I help out with. They are both adorable little girls. But I haven't really done anything today, and I won't do anything tomorrow either. I just don't want to go back to school on monday!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Icy Day

We had an ice storm last night so NO SCHOOL!!! I love missing school. I woke up a 6:45 and looked out my window expecting snow but I didn't see any so I figured we had school so I got up and went downstairs. My dad was watching the news and told me we didn't have school so I went back to bed. I had a dream that I got a text message and when I woke up there was no message. Tonight I'm going out with Paulina to go see Step Up 2 then she's sleeping over, but for now I'm just chilling and enjoying not having any school work to do this week end!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Pissed Off at My Dad. What Else is New?

My dad was pissing me off earlier today and he just kept doing it! I had a choir rehersal today and our fundrasiers where dropped. They came at like 12, I didn't get home til after 4. My mom carried it into the house, put it on the counter, then went off to go do other things, same with me. At 4:45 my dad's all pissed off because everything's thawed and he's yelling at me for nothing and telling me to change my attitude and the typical bull shit I get from him. Then he tells me to call up the company to find out if these things can be refrozen, and I'm just like WTF is your problem. I don't understand why I have to call them, why can't he? He's so stupid. So I just call them and the ladies like "It should be fine?" not really knowing, so I was just like, whatever I called and she told me it's fine so I'm not going to worry about it. Then when I leave to go over to Paulina's house to give her the fundraiser stuff she ordered, I go out into the garage to tell him I'm leaving, and he's like when are you going to be back? I wasn't sure on when I was going to be back, so I said, I don't know, I'll probably hang out there for a little while, but not long, then he just got pissed and was like "change your attitude" and I was okay. Then I left. Dad is stupid. I really wish he wouldn't act like this. It pisses me off and I hate fighting with him, but I'm not afraid of him the way I used to be when I was little. So, when I don't agree with him, I say it. Probably not the best thing for the Father/Daughter relationship.

Today was fine until I got home. I hope it snows tonight, because I really don't want to go to school. I have an F in chemistry and a B in spainsh and I have both of those classes tomoorrow and I hate both of those classes. Not fun.
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Ms.Music.Lover

LOBBY DAY!!!

Today was lobby day, and probably one of the better school field trips I've been on. I got lost in Annapolis, toured the State House, saw the State Senate in session, sat through a boring committee meeting, sat through no committee meeting and met with Our State senator, delagate, and the president of the senate and the speaker of the House. It was alot of fun!

The picture to the right is the inside of the Senate in Annapolis

The picture on the left is the inside of the House of Delegates in Annapolis

Tuesday that Felt like a Monday

Yesterday we didn't ahve school, so today was a quasi monday. I took a math quiz and got the really hard problems, and screwed up on the easy ones! I hate when I do that! We read more of Frankstein in English. I skipped third period. We had a sub and we weren't going to do anything so me Jeffery and Aiyana went up to Mrs. Maxwell's room to chill for the entire period. Government was government. Tomorrow is lobby day, so I'm going to go to bed now so I can wake up and get ready.

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Ms.Music.Lover

A Holy Day

This is my and my sister. Shannons on the left and I'm on the rght

Today is Shannon's, my sisters, confirmation. Her saint is St. Katherine of Bologna. She's the partron saint of artist. I made my confirmation two years ago and my saint name was Cecilia. She is the partron saint of musicians.

This is what we do at special events. Take silly pictures, then I put them online.

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Ms.Music.Lover

Family

Today was a good day. More family came today, and that was fun. My aunt Robin was pissing me off though. Ugh but whatever, you can't always love your family. Oh Knight Rider was amazing, I recommend it to anyone.
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Kellies Party!!!!

Kellie's party is in 2 hours and I'm excited to see her and Em. It's going to be fun! I got The Academy Is.. CD and The Hush Sound CD. The Hush Sound is really good, but I'm not as thrilled about The Academy Is. I love Everything We Had and Black Mamba(on the first album) but I haven't been impressed with the few songs I've Heard. I'll have to listen to them more extensivly later.
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In School

Right noe I'm in school. Omg I didn't get to go to the pep rally because they gym was full by the time I got there, which is really gay. Like half the people in there aren't supposed to be there and I have a fricking 4.13 and I didn't get to go. Oh well. now I'm in Mrs. Maxwell's random office/computer lab/boook storage room chilling on the computer.

The computers crashed, so now I'm at home finishing this post. as I was saying, I was in Mrs. Maxwell's office thing. I have alot to do next week. Kellie's party is tomorrow! Monday is Shannon's confirmation. Tuesday is SGA. Wednesday is Lobby Day. Thursday is...... well I probably have some thing to do thursday as well. Same with Friday. So I have a busy week coming up. This weekend is going to be awsome because I have like virtually no Homework which makes me very happy.
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Ms.Music.Lover

The Date Which Will Live in Infamy

Today is not really the day that lives in infamy. Feburary 11th, 2003 is because that was the day Poppie died. I was in fifth grade, and we went up to New York for the weekend, to see everyone, as my mom put it. We were really going up to see Poppie before he died. He wanted to see all his family before he died, and with the exception of maybe one sons and a couple of grandkids, he got to do that. We arrived on a Saturday and went straight to the hospitial becuase everyone thought he was going to die that day. I remember the hospital room like I'm there now. His room was at the end of the hallway, right by a little waiting room with a TV and chairs, where me and my brother ans sisters and David ending up spending the majority of our time. We walked into the room with mom and being the oldest I went up to the bed last. He said hi to everyone and held their hand, but when I went up he said "I love you". That was probably the last thing he ever said to me, and the only thing I really remember. I said it back, and meant it, more then I think I have every really meant it before. Poppie was so sick, he was barely himself. He was no longer the grandfather I adored who would watch me swim in the morning when no one else was up, or even the sick man who I help feed and listened to him talk about ships. He was a cancerous lifeform in place of him. I remember as I was up at the bed, he said he wanted us to love him. My mom and aunt thought he wanted us to rub him, but I heard him. I loved him so much. After that my mom made us leave the room and we went and watched That's So Raven for another couple of hours until we left and went to my other Grandparents house. That was Saturday and the last time I saw him. He died on Tuesday. I was 10, the oldest fo my four siblings. Shannon was 8, Trisha was 4 and James was 3. They don't remember much about that week, but I remeber everything. I remember going shopping on Wednesday for clothes for the funeral. We olny brought enough clothes for the weekend and we ended up stay for close to two weeks. I remember the wake on Thursday. There was one in the afternoon and one at night and I remember insisting on going to both. There weren' t that many people at the wake in the afternoon but the night wake was packed. My grandfather knew so many people, and help so many people. I remember a poem written by a lad who was a patient of my grandfathers. THe Title was "King of Hearts". He was a cardiologist, and inspired me to follow in his footsteps and become a doctor. I remember going up to the casket with my parents. They thought I was scared because I was backing away from the kneeller, but I didnt think there was enough room for all of us. I remember being so strong that week, and not really crying that much. I remeber hugging my uncles, who I saw cry for the first time. Thinking baout it all just makes me wonder how I could have handled it as a 10 year old girl, when as a high school student now I'm tearing up just thinking about it all. Throughout the week all the aunts and uncles were preparing his funeral in the dining room. I always loved that room, but that week it was a sign he was really gone, and there was still alot to do.

The reason I hate valentines day is not because I think its a Hallmark card driven holiday, or I hate signs of affection. I dislike the time of year because Feburary 14th, 2005 was my grandfathers funeral. I remember trying so hard not to cry at the beginning of the mass, because I had to do a reading. I worked so hard on it, trying to understand it and pronoucing the big words I didn't know. 5 years later I can't remember a single word, but I remember the feeling of going up there, seeing the entire church filled for my grandfather. I remember seeing my parents a few rows back. I had to sit up front with my cousin David and Grandmother and my uncle and his wife. I had made it through that part of the mass without bawling, but when my uncle got up and gave the eulogy, I just started crying, and crying, and crying. I cried the entire rest of the mass and I could not stop. I wanted my mom so badly but I was upfront without her. I remember walk out of the church behind the casket, and my mom waiting for me, and I just hugged her and cried until there were no more tears, and there were still more tears to cry. I remember going out to lunch at a resteraunt in Port. People were laughing and cry and celebrating my grandfather the way he would have wanted. After eating my aunt took me and my cousins to the musuem in town that we always went to. They have different exhibits up everytime we go there and they had up the Beakmans World exhibit, and I remember running around that museum for hours, becuase there was nothing else to do. I went through that place so many times, and all I can remember is this one little area that was like a Jungle Gym that I played on the most. I miss my grandfather so much, and every year when Valentines day rolls around, all I can remeber is a funeral, and crying, and trying to be strong for my brothers and sisters. I miss him so much. But, I know he would want me to be happy, but this time of the year, I can't be. I'm sorry, but I can't. I won't.
Ms.Music.Lover

Stupid Weather

We should have had a 2 hour delay this morning!! There was freezing rain falling form the sky all night and in the morning! I had to walk to school in it, not pleasant. I'm tired of weather. I want it to be spring, where it's nice warm weather in the morning, and just being outside makes you feel alittle better inside. But it's Feburary and tomorrow is Valentines Day and I hate Valentines Day, but that is tomorrow story.

Today was not completely horrible. I got out of Spanish for science fair and just walked around the school aimlessly for the last 25 minutes of the day. It was pleasant. I really didn't do anything today. I had CCD after school which was fine, andy my homework was easy, I just put it off til the last minute.

Guys are disgusting though. While I was aimlessly hanging out in the Chem room I overhead a conversation between Pat and Josh about none other then Sex, the topic on every horny teenagers mind, and it was just not necessary. Josh is a douche. HE is definatly not the guy i thought he was, and is probably way more experienced then I thought he was. Pat doesn't seem at that level, but that doesn't mean he's completely pure because either he is pretending to be all high and unvirginal or he just plays it down that he is, but either way, guys are constantly thinking about their next fuck, and you would think that girls would just stop opening their legs high and wide for every jock they see, but no. They are sluts are must bow down to every demigod they see. Well I'm tired of having to listen to guys talk about it, so Girls, so doing it!!!

No School

Today was the Primaries for Maryland, so I didn't have school. I slept till twelve, took a shower and one, and started my homework at 4. I basically did nothing all day, but aren't those the best days? No stress, No school, just relaxation. Tomorrow will be a different story.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Page is Finally Right About Something

Page, you were right. I didn't blog Sunday. I'm sorry! Sunday was boring so I must have forgotten. I was doing my government project and asking Paulina's mom to buy pizzas.

Today was not that bad of a monday. My head hurt a lot first period, and subsided a bit through out the day, so I feel much better than I did over the weekend. The government test was realllllly easy. I think I might have gotten a 100, if not then like a 98, but there were at max 3 that I could have gotten wrong. It was over all a very sucessful day. Oh and I don't have school tomorrow which makes things all the better!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Sick

I hate being sick. I threw up 3 times last night and my stomach still hurts like a bitch.
I hate Trisha. She got me sick.
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Ms.Music.Lover

I Forgot

I forgot to post yesterday. I was still really pissed off at Devon and Dallon, but yesterday was a shitty day, so I think it's best to forget it.

Today was Friday, Thank God! I guess today was okay. I had to present my science fair and it was really bad. The experiment worked but the board was a mess. It was not fun. Government was fun and Spanish wasn't that bad. My back is fucking killing me though, which is not fun. So this day hasn't been that great.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Pissed Off To the FULLEST Extent

People need to think before they trash your little sister, especially Devon and Dallon, who judge her loudness and stupidness and immediately wrote her off and didn't like her, then TELL ME they dont like her!! WTF is their problem, You DO NOT tell someone thats close to their little sister that you don't like them. Especically when that person is ME!!!! I'm from NEW YORK for God's Sake!!! This is why I am pissed off to the fullest extent.
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Ms.Music.Lover

A Good Day

Today was good. I got to listen to my Kate Nash CD in Alg2/Trig. Mr Quickel wasnt here and the sub didn't give us any work. English class we took the SRI test which was stupid. Choir was productive and we finished two songs. Government was much better that yesterdays boring class about the federal budget. We talked about the Judicial Branch, which is my favorite branch of the three. I think when I get older I want to be the 1st female Chief Justice. But the funny part was I had raised my hand to anwser a question and he called on someone else, which I wasn't mad about. I was frustrated because the person he called on went off the subject and didn't anwser the question he asked, so I made a face at Page, who sits next to me, and Mr. Morris saw me and just smiled. Then after class I was asking him a question, so I left my math book in his class. I went back downstairs to get the book, and as I was leaving the class room he came up to me and was talking to me and apologizing again about how he couldn't call on me, which he has done multiple times before(I'm kinda a government Know-it-all =]) and I was just laughing and saying it was okay, because I wasn't making a face because I was frustrated because he didn't call on me, I was making the face because I was pissed off at Katy and wanted her to shut up! So that made me smile! Sga was short and sweet, so I got home around 3. Then I just chilled and got the Kate Voegele CD and We The Kings CD.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Pissed Off

I'm really pissed off right now. I got a 50% on my chem quiz today and that dropped my grade 6 effing points!!!! I'm so pissed!!! I thought I did well on that quiz, but I quess I was wrong. I had an 88 now its and 82! I'm pissed.

I have to play at my the Showcase for guitar. I also have a SGA General Assembly tommorow, and I need to get my permisson slip signed.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Im Back...

Giants WON THE SUPERBOWL!!!!! YEAH!!!!!

Sorry about that, it's Sunday night and the Giants just won the Superbowl. I've been in New York all weekend for my Grandmother's 75th birthday. It was alot of funny. One of my cousins fell in a pond and my grandma was so surprised to see me and my family, since we livve like 5 hours away! It was great. Sunday I got to spend time with the other half of my family that live in New York, and overall it was a nice mini vaction, because I definately needed one! I have to go back to school tomorrow and I really don't want to, but what can you do?
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Ms.Music.Lover

Leaving

Leaving for New York. Won't be posting
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Ms.Music.Lover