I Wasn't Expecting That

Remember the guy I was telling you about yesterday, the one from my dreams? Well apparently he's like in love someone else. Yeah, it blows. But I'm okay right now. I think I'm gonna tell him how I feel, but not right now though, because I was just talking to him about this other girl. But I think I'll be okay, as long as he's still a friend to me, and doesn't become a jerk. Because I've had guy friends do that before, turn into jerks when they started dating another girl. Not cool man, not cool.

Today was pretty boring. Biology bored me to tears! I almost feel asleep in class today when Ms. Jenkins was lecturing, I was just so out of everything. Partly because I was woken up by my parents, mainly my dad, talking really loudly about the divorce. No fighting or yelling, but it woke me up and I couldn't fall asleep after that. World was a bitch, because of my stupid group. Obi lost the papers for our group work, and when we had to work on an essay in class, they weren't helping me at all! I hate having to do all the work in that stupid class! We spent the entire class period in english talking about Catcher in the Rye, which was good. Overall today was pretty boring, and shitty. Not my best day, but I did get invited to two parties in one day. Lol. Greek is on tonight! One more hour
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Ms.Music.Lover

Weird Dreams and a Weekend In Wine Country

This weekend was lots of fun. I spent the weekend up in New York, in a beach house in New Suffolk, on the north fork of Long Island. Not exactly the Hampton's, but just as nice. I went kayaking, and took a ton of pictures of the beach; it was pretty awesome. But Saturday night and last night, I had really weird dreams revolving around the same guy. The first dream really unsettled me because this guy (he goes to my school so he's not just some random person in my dreams, I actually know him) made me really pissed off at him, and really upset, to the point where dream "me" was crying. All of my friends in this dream were supposed to go with this guy, I can't even remember where but we were going away, and after what he did, I didn't want to go. But the weird part was I didn't want to be away from this guy. So even though he made me cry, I still wanted to be with him. And in real life, I think I really like this guy, so the thought of being with him even when he makes me upset isn't something I want to do; it's just not healthy. But being near him in the dream felt right... Basically, that dream confused the shit out of me. But I dreamt about this guy again last night, and this time things were more normal, and he wasn't the main focus of the dream. This time I was in school, and ran into him in the hallway, and told him to come meet me at my locker, which he did. I was definitely excited to see him, which is they way I get normally because I don't see him that often in school. And he was just being his normal perverted self, which was better then the other dream, and I threatened to kick him in the balls, which is normal for me, so this dream was much more realistic, and no real message, just a sign I guess, that he is subconsciously taking over my mind, which is okay with me. =]

On to today. Pre-calculus was super boring, and I spent the entire time reading Catcher in the Rye. We got new seats in biology, and minus one person, I like my new lab group. We got our grades in that class and I have a 89.04 in lecture and a 97 in lab, which is very good, because the lecture grade should be easy to bring up. Choir was choir, we did a sight singing today that was really hard, my group, including me, did horrible. And english was spent doing more PSAT crap and reading more of Catcher, which I finished today. It was a really good book, very sad when you think about it, but very good. So now I'm just waiting for Heroes to come on, and I'm going to catch up on some TV shows online, or read some more.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Away

So today we are leaving for the weekend to go to the Hamptons. Should be fun, and relaxing, but you know what this means. No Posts. I'm sorry for not getting around to posting yesterday, I had a biology test to study for, plus a ton of work involved with it, and more chapters of Catcher in the Rye to read. So I was pretty busy yesterday. CCD started and I am with the same group of kids I helped out with last year, so I know like all of them...... not sure how I feel about it yet, but whatever. I only have 16 more hours of community service to do then I am done!

So today pretty eventful. One of the girls at my school who gets on my nerves a lot came up to me to ask me what I got on my biology test (not the one I took today, a different one) and I told her I got a 105, and she asked me what I was doing, to study, and I really haven't studied at all for these test, just done the work. So I told her that and asked her what she got, and she said she didn't want to talk about it, then she started crying! I was like, what the hell am I supposed to do now! I felt bad for her, but I really wanted her to stop crying! She thinks Ms. Jenkins is purposly trying to fail her, which is ridiculous. It was crazy. Anyways, I actually think I'm doing really well in biology, which is super suprising, and I am really proud of myself. This year hasn't been too much for me so far. It's definately been harder, but it's nothing I can't handle, which I am grateful for. I think I'm gonna be able to get through all this after all.....
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Ms.Music.Lover

It's Only Freaking Tuesday

Today was pretty boring. Spent the entire guitar class grading tests, biology was just lectures, oh and a fire drill that scared the "Bee-Jesus" out of Ms. Jenkins.Took a quiz, and wrote an essay in AP World, then did PSAT stuff in english. Oh, I made the energy team! Whooh! It's like sports for the nerds. Haha. But overall today was pretty normal, nothing special. Greek and 90210 are both on tonight! I can't wait! I also can't wait to drive some more, I didn't get to today, maybe tomorrow.
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Ms.Music.Lover

PERMIT TIME!

So I got my permit today! Finally, after waiting so long! And I got to drive for the first time today! It wasn't as scary as I thought it would be, and I wasn't that bad! I mean, I basically went around the same loop at the church parking lot, but it was fun, and I didn't crash. Freaked out a couple of time when another car was coming, but I only did it twice! It's gonna be awesome driving! Ahhhh. I can't wait to get my license! 6 more months!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Fundraising Stinks

So I went out today trying to get people to buy the entertainment books, and I only got two orders, which is super depressing. So now I have to get a job, so i'm going to try and work at my Dad's nursery and see if I can make some money, and then see if I can get any money out of my family. Hopefully things will come together and I can go to Orlando, but if it gets too hard, I don't know what I'm going to do...
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Ms.Music.Lover

Light-Up Nike's

So my friend is pimping out his old Nike's, and he's painting them black, and putting neon tubes all around the shoe, and I've been helping him plan them out. There going be awesome. Even though he won't make them blue, there still going to be sweet.



Today was actually okay. We went on a biology field trip which would have been better if the one person who annoys me the most in this world wasn't in my lab group, but the reset of the day has been pretty good. I have some hard core selling to do tomorrow, so that's it basically. I'm going to go to bed know...

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Ms.Music.Lover

In Desperate Need Of A Job

Seriousl, I really need to get a job. I need money like now in order to go to Orlando, which I want to try and do for choir. Money is imperative.

My biology field trip is tomorrow, so I will be doing nothingin all my other classes, and just lots of biology all day long. Today's biology class was pretty fun. Ms. Jenkins wasn't there, so once we were done with the work, everbody was just laughing and talking and making fun of Rachel's hospitialization, but not really. She was just making us laugh with her hand movements and spazzing arms. Today was pretty good, lots of drama back at the house, but nothing worth re-hashing. Oh! I forgot! I am one of the co-chairs for Coffee House this year! So that's exicting! But I think I'm going to go get ready for bed.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Sorry For The Vaugeness.

Things have been super stressful with me lately, between school and the stuff going on in my family. So I apologize for the past two really short, cryptic blogs.

Today was pretty annoying. I was in a bad mood from yesterday, so things easily got on my nerves, but they got much better when I found out I got a 105% on my ecology test in biology, which was abosultely amazing, since I thought I did horrible! So my grade in biology is in a much better place then I thought it was, which is a huge relief becauseI have to work on bringing up my english grade. Hopefully the essay due tomorrow will bring it up. But that's it for today, because America's Next Top Model is on! Yeah!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Money Is Depressing

Another short post guys, sorry.

So today's topic is monay. I don't have enough money to go to Orlando for choir. My mom doesn't have enough money to send me to college without taking out millions of dollars in student loans. And overall, life sucks right now.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Monday's Stink

Monday's are my least favorite day of the week for a reason. It means waking up early, going back to school, and just more shit in general. Today was no exception. But I'm super tried from this monday, so I need to get to bed.
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Ms.Music.Lover

$100 Dollar Dash and Ap Biology Labs Plus a Puppy

Today has been spent doing homework. Writing my essay for AP Lang, finishing labs for AP bio, and doing the homework with it as well. So don't have anything major to report, except we might be getting a puppy! Paulina's mom found a little beagle puppy, and she doesn't want to keep it, so I asked my mom about it and she told us we can keep it but we have to take care of it. We're not sure about it though, because there are other people who want the dog, plus it still could be someone elses dog. They put an ad in paper for a lost dog, so it all depends... but the dog is so cute. It's a 2 month old beagle, and she's a girl. She's sooooo adorable. I hope we get her. They named her Poochie after their old dog, and I think it suits her. Baby Poochie.
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Ms.Music.Lover

iTunes and Trisha

Today was pretty boring, what else is new with me? Trisha and I were home alone the majority of the dad, and once my mom came home, she was freaking out over everything, which was super annoying. I did get my iTunes all fixed, so minus 3 songs, all of my music on the computer downstairs is now on my laptop, and synced to my iPod. So now more annoying problems to deal with. I made a failed attempt to do my homework, which I should probably get back to.... there really isn't anything else to say about my day, so yeah.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Mini naps Make Me More Tired....

Today was pretty boring. Pre-calculus is boring me to tears, biology is annoying me extremely, we never finish what we're doing, plus a girl I really can't stand was in my lab group today and she wouldn't stop complaining about not feeling well. If your sick that is completely understandable, but no one wants to hear you complain about if for a half-an-hour. Mrs. Minor never finished voice placing, so we have to wait till Tuesday. English always seems to go by so fast, all we did was revise our opening paragraphs for our essays, and just do the first draft for monday. So that was my friday.

I took a nap about 2 hours ago, and slept for a little over an hour, and it definately made me more sleepy, and hungry. I jus finished eating my make-shift dinner, but I'm still kinda sleepy. I should probably turn a light on in my room, keepe things from being so dark... I am just so glad it is finally Friday!
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Ms.Music.Love

Can't Talk, Must Sleep

Today was pretty boring, but I really need to bed before my mom comes in and takes away my shiny new laptop. Sorry!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Boring Days Make For Bad Posts

Today was pretty boring. I turned in my money to mullet lady, who took it. She's still mean though. Mrs. Minor was doing voice testing, and she every time I sang with someone, she was like "maybe, let me think about it" then she would have who ever I sang with sing with someone else, and be like "thats a match!" and then I was always left alone! So she still hasn't finished, but it's annoying. I had the same problem last year with voice placing. So annoying.

Right now I'm watching America's Next Top Model, so I'm getting distracted. So that's it.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Smile Pretty

Today was picuter day, and it was a pain in the butt. First, I forgot my picture money at home, in my planner. So we I got down there I talked to the guy and he told me to talk to the photographer. So when I talked to here she said that she'll do the picture in the color I wanted. So I then I asked her if I can just bring it to her tomorrow. But the other lady was like "No, You gotta Mail it in, mail it in!" even though they are there all week! Then we got our ID's and I really can't decide if I like it or not, but I'm stuck wearing it. Today was pretty boring though. I did some biology homework, worked on my english homework, all on my new laptop! Now I'm watching Secret Life of the American Teenager. Very dramatic. Well I have more music to upload.
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Ms.Music.Lover

My New Laptop Is Awesome

DHL is stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid. My laptop, which I'm typing on now, was to arrive at my house today. The first attempt was made at 10:21 am, my dad was home, but who knows what he was doing. So the packages weren't delivered. So when I got home from school, I got on the computer to track where the package was and when it would get here. That's when I found out that it had already been here. So I called the attempted devilvery number at DHL to find out if there was a place where I could go pick up the package, because I knew I wasn't going to be home to sign for it tomorrow. The first person I talked to was in North Carolina. I entered my zip code wrong, and he very kindly explained this to me. So I redialed the number and got connected to someone in MD, they were not so nice. So, while I was trying to explain to her my problem, she transfered me over to someone else, but she ended up transferring me back to her again. So finally, I get transferred to someone who can help me, but I can't understand him! His accent was so heavy. So I explained my problem to him, but he kept interrupting me. Finally he told me he would just send the guy back to my house, since I was home now. So me and my sister got our laptops, set everything up, and now I have to go to bed.
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Ms.Music.Lover

OMG. OTH

So I totally missed the 1st episode of One Tree Hill, and by chance my mom saw that it was on. It was the encore of last Mondays episode and boy was it dramatic. This season is going to be amazing, I can tell. 

Today was pretty boring. Went to church, came home, went grocery shopping. Went to go see Sammy at the hospital. She's doing better, but she still feels really bad. Please keep her in your thoughts. 

Tomorrow is school. Not fun. But tonight is the VMA's which is fun. I can't wait to see the Jonas Brothers! 

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Ms.Music.Lover

200 and Going Strong

This is the 200th post of The High and Low Notes of My Day!! How momentous! To bad today was pretty average. We had a ton of rain today from Tropical Storm Hannah, so I spent the majority of the day in my pajama's doing homework, cleaning my room, or going on the computer. We went up to Barnes and Nobles to get my book for AP world, and then we went to go get Popeye's for dinner. Then we went back up to the town center because my mom wanted to go to Lane Bryant to spend the coupon things she had there, so she ended up buying a ton of stuff there. We didn't leave the store until 10 o'clock, and now I'm here, on the computer. 

Tomorrow were going to go visit Sammy at the hospital. She's been doing much better, and there trying to get her up and moving, so she can get better. But she won't be getting out of the hospital till some time next week. Probably wednesday. Keep her in your thoughts please. 

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Ms.Music.Lover

An Update

My cousin Sammy had her surgery today, and they are almost positive she has cancer. They found an tumor in her intestine that was causing all the blockage that kept making her throw up. It's pretty scary right now. Everyone is worried and scared; so am I. So I guess I'm just asking to keep her in your prayers/thoughts, no matter what denomination. Things are just not looking too good.

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Ms.Music.Lover

TGIF. Seriously

Today might have possibly been worse than yesterday. I had the biology test, and Ms. Jenkins only gave us 30 minutes to do our test, which was 30 multiple choice questions, a essay, and then feedback. She's ridiculous! No one finished, and they had to come back at lunch or after school. Then in AP world the girl that sits next to me asked to see my warm-up from last class, but then the girl that sits next to her took my warm-up answers for today's question and answered it and got candy, when I only got half a candy for answering the 1st part right because someone else only got half the answer. I know it sounds petty, but I really hate it when people don't take the time to find the answer in the book, get the answer from me, and then get credit for it. It seriously pisses me off. It took me 2, maybe three minutes to read and write down the correct answers. But that wasn't even the worst part. We got split up into groups and had to work on DBQ's, and so where trying to get the work done, and all the people in my group are just different levels of stupid, or they just weren't helping. So the only thing that was written down was my personal notes, that were really messy. Another girl in my group was supposed to write the real paper, but she said she was getting frustrated because she couldn't read my handwriting, so I said I would rewrite it and the rest of the group would think of another grouping for the DBQ, but the bell rings and I barely have anything down, so we have to turn in my messy notes because that's all we have. Now I'm going to get a 0, even though I did all the work, it's just not all together. So that pissed me off. English was pretty boring, more book work, but that's okay. I really don't like having to do group work with people who aren't smart. It sounds really pretentious, but I don't like have my grade in someone else's hands, especially if they don't know what there doing. That's why I am extremely glad it's friday.

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Ms.Music.Lover

Biology Stinks

I am do not like AP Biology. Today was horrible. We were working on our lab, that we didn't even get to finish, and we have a test tomorrow and she hasn't even taught us anything! It's ridiculous! Plus I bombed a lot of the work we already did, so I'm pretty sure I have a C in her class. That's not good. Today has just been a bad day over all. Lots of things to do after school, and my foot is still bothering me. Plus, my cousin is in the hospital again, and she has surgery tomorrow. She's been having problems with her stomach and digesting her food, and they haven't figured out what's wrong with her. They think it might be a tumor, so she has to go into surgery. So that's sad. And I didn't get into Frog and Toad, but that was kind of expected. Today has just not been a great day. But thankfully tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!

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Ms.Music.Lover

5, 6, 7, 8

The auditions for A Year With Frog and Toad were today, and I think I did much better then my last audition for Peter Pan. My dancing was better, and even when I did mess up, I just smiled through it, and acted like I didn't. I actually sang the same song, which I really good for my vocal range, so that's a plus. But all the dancing really messed up my foot, which was already bothering me, so now I really can't put any weight on it without it hurting a lot. I have no idea what I'm going to do for shoes for NHS tomorrow.... I really need to get to bed though... 

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Ms.Music.Lover

I Won't Go Home Without You

It's not over tonight, just give me one more chance to make it right. I may not make it through the night, I won't go home without out you.

If you can't tell, those are the lyrics to Maroon 5's song I Won't Go Home Without You, which I was listening to as I wrote it. Now my iPods playing some other song that I don't recognize, but it sounds pretty. Oh I lied, it's Led Zeppelin. Well, I have to go eat so I'll make this short. Today was boring, did a lab in biology, got my pre-calc book, sight-singing in choir, nothing in english. My entire day in 2 seconds. Hah

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Ms.Music.Lover

Biology, Biology, and More Biology. Plus The Cab

I spent the entire day working on biology. Two hours at Rachel's house finishing the ecosystem diagram, completing the chapter 37 package, finishing the animal behavior lab, and I still have two biology quizzes to study for! AP biology is consuming my life!!!!!

Today was pretty boring. Basically every thing I told you already... now I'm just talking to Win, and gonna get back to studying.

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Ms.Music.Lover