TGIF

So this week was a little better than last week. Honestly, I can't remember much of this week. It was just a boring blur of things I do day in and day out, and I'm sick of it. It seems like my life is so boring, and I'm only in 10th grade! I mean, people I've been in school with couldn't even remember that we were in the same Girl Scouts! People in my English class couldn't remember if I was in that class or the other class. I feel like a wallflower, and I have NEVER been the wallflower type. This year has been so weird. I mean I have friends, but the ones that I really think know me aren't with me when I need them. It seems that this year I've been more reclusive, and I've never been like that. I mean, in classes that I'm in with people that I don't really know, I don't think I'm that talkative, but even when I'm with my friends, it seems like I can only be stupid. I can't actually talk about things that are on my mind. They are great to hang out and have fun with, but they wouldn't understand this. I mean, one of them might (*cough cough* Page *cough cough*) but sometimes you want more than one person to understand you. I want to be able to be silly all the time, but I want someone to be able to understand me when I'm not, and just tell me to snap out of it. But that person goes to a different school, and isn't there in Chemistry when everyone is being silly, and I just can't really join in on the merriment. But, it's Friday and I have the weekend to get out of this funk. So I'm gonna go work on that.
Till Next Time
Ms.Music.Lover