I Wasn't Expecting That

Remember the guy I was telling you about yesterday, the one from my dreams? Well apparently he's like in love someone else. Yeah, it blows. But I'm okay right now. I think I'm gonna tell him how I feel, but not right now though, because I was just talking to him about this other girl. But I think I'll be okay, as long as he's still a friend to me, and doesn't become a jerk. Because I've had guy friends do that before, turn into jerks when they started dating another girl. Not cool man, not cool.

Today was pretty boring. Biology bored me to tears! I almost feel asleep in class today when Ms. Jenkins was lecturing, I was just so out of everything. Partly because I was woken up by my parents, mainly my dad, talking really loudly about the divorce. No fighting or yelling, but it woke me up and I couldn't fall asleep after that. World was a bitch, because of my stupid group. Obi lost the papers for our group work, and when we had to work on an essay in class, they weren't helping me at all! I hate having to do all the work in that stupid class! We spent the entire class period in english talking about Catcher in the Rye, which was good. Overall today was pretty boring, and shitty. Not my best day, but I did get invited to two parties in one day. Lol. Greek is on tonight! One more hour
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Ms.Music.Lover

Weird Dreams and a Weekend In Wine Country

This weekend was lots of fun. I spent the weekend up in New York, in a beach house in New Suffolk, on the north fork of Long Island. Not exactly the Hampton's, but just as nice. I went kayaking, and took a ton of pictures of the beach; it was pretty awesome. But Saturday night and last night, I had really weird dreams revolving around the same guy. The first dream really unsettled me because this guy (he goes to my school so he's not just some random person in my dreams, I actually know him) made me really pissed off at him, and really upset, to the point where dream "me" was crying. All of my friends in this dream were supposed to go with this guy, I can't even remember where but we were going away, and after what he did, I didn't want to go. But the weird part was I didn't want to be away from this guy. So even though he made me cry, I still wanted to be with him. And in real life, I think I really like this guy, so the thought of being with him even when he makes me upset isn't something I want to do; it's just not healthy. But being near him in the dream felt right... Basically, that dream confused the shit out of me. But I dreamt about this guy again last night, and this time things were more normal, and he wasn't the main focus of the dream. This time I was in school, and ran into him in the hallway, and told him to come meet me at my locker, which he did. I was definitely excited to see him, which is they way I get normally because I don't see him that often in school. And he was just being his normal perverted self, which was better then the other dream, and I threatened to kick him in the balls, which is normal for me, so this dream was much more realistic, and no real message, just a sign I guess, that he is subconsciously taking over my mind, which is okay with me. =]

On to today. Pre-calculus was super boring, and I spent the entire time reading Catcher in the Rye. We got new seats in biology, and minus one person, I like my new lab group. We got our grades in that class and I have a 89.04 in lecture and a 97 in lab, which is very good, because the lecture grade should be easy to bring up. Choir was choir, we did a sight singing today that was really hard, my group, including me, did horrible. And english was spent doing more PSAT crap and reading more of Catcher, which I finished today. It was a really good book, very sad when you think about it, but very good. So now I'm just waiting for Heroes to come on, and I'm going to catch up on some TV shows online, or read some more.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Away

So today we are leaving for the weekend to go to the Hamptons. Should be fun, and relaxing, but you know what this means. No Posts. I'm sorry for not getting around to posting yesterday, I had a biology test to study for, plus a ton of work involved with it, and more chapters of Catcher in the Rye to read. So I was pretty busy yesterday. CCD started and I am with the same group of kids I helped out with last year, so I know like all of them...... not sure how I feel about it yet, but whatever. I only have 16 more hours of community service to do then I am done!

So today pretty eventful. One of the girls at my school who gets on my nerves a lot came up to me to ask me what I got on my biology test (not the one I took today, a different one) and I told her I got a 105, and she asked me what I was doing, to study, and I really haven't studied at all for these test, just done the work. So I told her that and asked her what she got, and she said she didn't want to talk about it, then she started crying! I was like, what the hell am I supposed to do now! I felt bad for her, but I really wanted her to stop crying! She thinks Ms. Jenkins is purposly trying to fail her, which is ridiculous. It was crazy. Anyways, I actually think I'm doing really well in biology, which is super suprising, and I am really proud of myself. This year hasn't been too much for me so far. It's definately been harder, but it's nothing I can't handle, which I am grateful for. I think I'm gonna be able to get through all this after all.....
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Ms.Music.Lover

It's Only Freaking Tuesday

Today was pretty boring. Spent the entire guitar class grading tests, biology was just lectures, oh and a fire drill that scared the "Bee-Jesus" out of Ms. Jenkins.Took a quiz, and wrote an essay in AP World, then did PSAT stuff in english. Oh, I made the energy team! Whooh! It's like sports for the nerds. Haha. But overall today was pretty normal, nothing special. Greek and 90210 are both on tonight! I can't wait! I also can't wait to drive some more, I didn't get to today, maybe tomorrow.
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Ms.Music.Lover

PERMIT TIME!

So I got my permit today! Finally, after waiting so long! And I got to drive for the first time today! It wasn't as scary as I thought it would be, and I wasn't that bad! I mean, I basically went around the same loop at the church parking lot, but it was fun, and I didn't crash. Freaked out a couple of time when another car was coming, but I only did it twice! It's gonna be awesome driving! Ahhhh. I can't wait to get my license! 6 more months!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Fundraising Stinks

So I went out today trying to get people to buy the entertainment books, and I only got two orders, which is super depressing. So now I have to get a job, so i'm going to try and work at my Dad's nursery and see if I can make some money, and then see if I can get any money out of my family. Hopefully things will come together and I can go to Orlando, but if it gets too hard, I don't know what I'm going to do...
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Ms.Music.Lover

Light-Up Nike's

So my friend is pimping out his old Nike's, and he's painting them black, and putting neon tubes all around the shoe, and I've been helping him plan them out. There going be awesome. Even though he won't make them blue, there still going to be sweet.



Today was actually okay. We went on a biology field trip which would have been better if the one person who annoys me the most in this world wasn't in my lab group, but the reset of the day has been pretty good. I have some hard core selling to do tomorrow, so that's it basically. I'm going to go to bed know...

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Ms.Music.Lover

In Desperate Need Of A Job

Seriousl, I really need to get a job. I need money like now in order to go to Orlando, which I want to try and do for choir. Money is imperative.

My biology field trip is tomorrow, so I will be doing nothingin all my other classes, and just lots of biology all day long. Today's biology class was pretty fun. Ms. Jenkins wasn't there, so once we were done with the work, everbody was just laughing and talking and making fun of Rachel's hospitialization, but not really. She was just making us laugh with her hand movements and spazzing arms. Today was pretty good, lots of drama back at the house, but nothing worth re-hashing. Oh! I forgot! I am one of the co-chairs for Coffee House this year! So that's exicting! But I think I'm going to go get ready for bed.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Sorry For The Vaugeness.

Things have been super stressful with me lately, between school and the stuff going on in my family. So I apologize for the past two really short, cryptic blogs.

Today was pretty annoying. I was in a bad mood from yesterday, so things easily got on my nerves, but they got much better when I found out I got a 105% on my ecology test in biology, which was abosultely amazing, since I thought I did horrible! So my grade in biology is in a much better place then I thought it was, which is a huge relief becauseI have to work on bringing up my english grade. Hopefully the essay due tomorrow will bring it up. But that's it for today, because America's Next Top Model is on! Yeah!
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Ms.Music.Lover

Money Is Depressing

Another short post guys, sorry.

So today's topic is monay. I don't have enough money to go to Orlando for choir. My mom doesn't have enough money to send me to college without taking out millions of dollars in student loans. And overall, life sucks right now.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Monday's Stink

Monday's are my least favorite day of the week for a reason. It means waking up early, going back to school, and just more shit in general. Today was no exception. But I'm super tried from this monday, so I need to get to bed.
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Ms.Music.Lover

$100 Dollar Dash and Ap Biology Labs Plus a Puppy

Today has been spent doing homework. Writing my essay for AP Lang, finishing labs for AP bio, and doing the homework with it as well. So don't have anything major to report, except we might be getting a puppy! Paulina's mom found a little beagle puppy, and she doesn't want to keep it, so I asked my mom about it and she told us we can keep it but we have to take care of it. We're not sure about it though, because there are other people who want the dog, plus it still could be someone elses dog. They put an ad in paper for a lost dog, so it all depends... but the dog is so cute. It's a 2 month old beagle, and she's a girl. She's sooooo adorable. I hope we get her. They named her Poochie after their old dog, and I think it suits her. Baby Poochie.
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Ms.Music.Lover

iTunes and Trisha

Today was pretty boring, what else is new with me? Trisha and I were home alone the majority of the dad, and once my mom came home, she was freaking out over everything, which was super annoying. I did get my iTunes all fixed, so minus 3 songs, all of my music on the computer downstairs is now on my laptop, and synced to my iPod. So now more annoying problems to deal with. I made a failed attempt to do my homework, which I should probably get back to.... there really isn't anything else to say about my day, so yeah.
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Ms.Music.Lover

Mini naps Make Me More Tired....

Today was pretty boring. Pre-calculus is boring me to tears, biology is annoying me extremely, we never finish what we're doing, plus a girl I really can't stand was in my lab group today and she wouldn't stop complaining about not feeling well. If your sick that is completely understandable, but no one wants to hear you complain about if for a half-an-hour. Mrs. Minor never finished voice placing, so we have to wait till Tuesday. English always seems to go by so fast, all we did was revise our opening paragraphs for our essays, and just do the first draft for monday. So that was my friday.

I took a nap about 2 hours ago, and slept for a little over an hour, and it definately made me more sleepy, and hungry. I jus finished eating my make-shift dinner, but I'm still kinda sleepy. I should probably turn a light on in my room, keepe things from being so dark... I am just so glad it is finally Friday!
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Ms.Music.Love

Can't Talk, Must Sleep

Today was pretty boring, but I really need to bed before my mom comes in and takes away my shiny new laptop. Sorry!
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Ms.Music.Lover